What does it mean anyway
to deal?
Throw a plate,
Drown your sorrows
Cry into a strangers shoulder?
It's easy to say
But what if no way exists?
To deal
To deal
To deal
Sun rises
Sun sets
Blind acceptance
Sets in
I don't want to accept anymore.
I don't want the sun to rise.
Sometimes I want
these false hopes to leave.
But when they're gone,
I'm afraid that nothing will be left.
Not a hope,
Not a thought,
Not a tear.
It seems sometimes that
I cannot survive this,
But still I exist.
The sun rises
And I breathe.
Sometimes I am an
Island in my head.
Disconnected
from the
reality, which should be my life
But it is not
I am world's away
Stranded
and I wonder,
If any one exists
To bring me back.
I am the anonymous.
Gusts of exhaust,
Polluting
and
disorientating
my mind, of swirling
indolence.
Longing for the breath
And refreshing air
Of recognition
I
The blue above was deep
Sun pressed heavily on his back
West wind brought drops of salt
II
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
III
The tune reminded her
of foreign shores
and
broken hearts.
A tear it fetched
IV
37.3
37.5
37.3
V
He ruffled his music.
Placed it underneath his upturned hat.
He picked up his guitar.
Looked straight ahead.
He began to play.
VI
____what?____yep, I will, definitely. Don't need this, can't blow away.I should give this a name, no idea, i will ask the first person who gives me money to do the honour. How does it go again, I wonder if I will ever
play th
I really dont know you at all by Lizabell, literature
Literature
I really dont know you at all
How much of this is all in my head?
Are you thinking of others instead?
I don't know you but I feel that I should
I think I would love you if you told me I could.
Is this connection or only a dream
I've been wrong before, things aren't what they seem
I see competition all round me for you
All I want is your love, is that too hard to do?
Will you ever see me, it's too hard to know
But I feel my heart breaking, I don't want you to go.
I'll be right here watching, awaiting your call
The one problem is, I don't know you at all.
Blue paradise
Through the keyhole, they could see it rippling in the summer heat. Concrete burned underfoot, as they jiggled impatiently for the gate to be unlocked. The smell of slathered sunscreen hovered about them. Keys fumbled at the padlock and they pushed open the rotting wooden gate impatiently. Their feet pattered along the pebbly surface and they stood before the aqua chlorinated mass. Bubbling.
Within moments they were in, slipping, greasy from the sunscreen, in and out and through the cool water. Screeching, splashing, laughing and taunting, their faces plastered with smiles.
Next door, out in the garage a man worked, carving
Number 4
1948
Dorothy watched her husband go.
She felt herself plaster on the smile, she always did as she watched him depart
Out the gate,
Past the other subdivided blocks, nothing yet but small overgrown pastures.
Around the corner.
With relief she peeled off her false expression and walked out to lean against the fence. It was still early. The sunshine filtered through the gums was already harsh and the air hung heavily. Cicada's shrieks that had continued through the night renewed their intensity.
Dorothy continued to stand and stare
And wait.
She waited until she heard the 7:34 rumble past, winding its way through the fibro and
Her bare feet pounded along the dark, hardwood planks, sending vibrations and ripples into the water below. She stopped abruptly at the very end of the wharf, toes gripping the edge of the structure, like they were the only things holding her back, stopping her from plunging headfirst into the bay. She looked out over the water, eyes squinting to see through the reflection. She was looking. Looking for a boat that would come take her away.
She just didn't care anymore. She was sick of it. Her insides churned at the thought of any of them. The selfish brat, the dead faced bore. She was sick of being slowly suffocated by them.
She took a st
1948
Dorothy watched her husband go.
She felt herself plaster on the smile, she always did as she watched him depart
Out the gate,
Past the other subdivided blocks, nothing yet but small overgrown pastures.
Around the corner.
With relief she peeled off her false expression and walked out to lean against the fence. It was still early. The sunshine filtered through the gums was already harsh and the air hung heavily. Cicada's shrieks that had continued through the night renewed their intensity.
Dorothy continued to stand and stare
And wait.
She waited until she heard the 7:34 rumble past, winding its way through the fibro and corrugate
Number 4
1948
Dorothy watched her husband go.
She felt herself plaster on the smile, she always did as she watched him depart
Out the gate,
Past the other subdivided blocks, nothing yet but small overgrown pastures.
Around the corner.
With relief she peeled off her false expression and walked out to lean against the fence. It was still early. The sunshine filtered through the gums was already harsh and the air hung heavily. Cicada's shrieks that had continued through the night renewed their intensity.
Dorothy continued to stand and stare
And wait.
She waited until she heard the 7:34 rumble past, winding its way through the fibro and
Blue paradise
Through the keyhole, they could see it rippling in the summer heat. Concrete burned underfoot, as they jiggled impatiently for the gate to be unlocked. The smell of slathered sunscreen hovered about them. Keys fumbled at the padlock and they pushed open the rotting wooden gate impatiently. Their feet pattered along the pebbly surface and they stood before the aqua chlorinated mass. Bubbling.
Within moments they were in, slipping, greasy from the sunscreen, in and out and through the cool water. Screeching, splashing, laughing and taunting, their faces plastered with smiles.
Next door, out in the garage a man worked, carving
I really dont know you at all by Lizabell, literature
Literature
I really dont know you at all
How much of this is all in my head?
Are you thinking of others instead?
I don't know you but I feel that I should
I think I would love you if you told me I could.
Is this connection or only a dream
I've been wrong before, things aren't what they seem
I see competition all round me for you
All I want is your love, is that too hard to do?
Will you ever see me, it's too hard to know
But I feel my heart breaking, I don't want you to go.
I'll be right here watching, awaiting your call
The one problem is, I don't know you at all.
I
The blue above was deep
Sun pressed heavily on his back
West wind brought drops of salt
II
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
O2, CO2, O2, CO2,
III
The tune reminded her
of foreign shores
and
broken hearts.
A tear it fetched
IV
37.3
37.5
37.3
V
He ruffled his music.
Placed it underneath his upturned hat.
He picked up his guitar.
Looked straight ahead.
He began to play.
VI
____what?____yep, I will, definitely. Don't need this, can't blow away.I should give this a name, no idea, i will ask the first person who gives me money to do the honour. How does it go again, I wonder if I will ever
play th
I am the anonymous.
Gusts of exhaust,
Polluting
and
disorientating
my mind, of swirling
indolence.
Longing for the breath
And refreshing air
Of recognition
Sometimes I am an
Island in my head.
Disconnected
from the
reality, which should be my life
But it is not
I am world's away
Stranded
and I wonder,
If any one exists
To bring me back.
Suddenly...
Time slowed down.
Tick.
Tock.
Of a clock.
Sounding
slowly
all around.
Trying to think
of what
to say.
Echoes of
memories
far away.
So much is happening
time changes pace.
Suddenly...
Faster!
My heart starts to race.
Emerg-
ing
from
this hole
in time.
Slow now
again.
But...
I have been,
and still,
I
go.
Onwards now.
Lord,
help me live.
I want
to
remember,
I want
to
forget.
So much
to live for.
Don't take me yet.
well it's been a good 6 months since i've submited something on the ol' Deviantart, but true to past summer traditions i will begin to write again. Every summer i sit down determined to write a novel and 12 pages and 3 weeks later, give up.
Maybe if i combine all those 12 page attempts into one book i would have a kind of arty, postmodern kind of piece...hmmmm
well i have to admit, the last few weeks have been ones of little literary inspiration...writing a whole lot of essays on other peoples works seems to drain me from wanting to write my own. However, i've loved reading all the fantastic new stuff coming out recently on DA and after this stuvac, hopefully i'll be more inspired...
i am currently working on a longer piece, but i never seem to get far with those!
Well last night was Sarah McLachlan's concert. Words cannot express how amazing it was. Her music, her words, her presence, our awesome view just combined to make it the best! I love having experiences like that, so you can always have it to smile about! FANTASTIC!
Where's your poetry disappeared to? I guess I am super-sporadic (spelling?) with my poetry, so I'm not one to talk about writing/posting stuff, but hey. I'm sure there's other people than myself who would look forawrd to reading more of your stuff.
Well, this comment has become longer than it was going to be. Again. Sigh. Oh well.